Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Today is the last day of 6th Lunar month in chinese calendar. Have been wishing and hoping Xandria will be delivered within 6th lunar month. Getting false alarms for the past few days. Little bit of contractions excite me. But I guess no hope to make it by today. So Xandria choose to come out same month chinese calendar with mommy - 7th lunar month.

Gives me goosebumps to even think about it. Staying in hospital in the 7th lunar month. Hungry Ghost Festival month...so eerie. How am I gonna go thru it bravely? Will have to wake up every 2hrs to breastfeed Xandria, even midnight. Hope there will be more mothers giving birth that time so it won't be that scary.

As of today, I'm 36 weeks 5 days preggie. Gotta speed things up a little bit. Will go for a walk at botanical garden this evening, if it's raining, then will go to Sri Kristal for a swim and do a light 30mins threadmill. Gotta do what I can do...waiting is so agonizing! Getting impatient by every passing seconds. Sick of counting weeks & days....God pls help me!~~~