Disappointed...again!

Yesterday evening, suddenly have a gush of yellowish liquid flow out, and I was feeling very dizzy with cold sweat...so tot it's time. Didn't really know what waterbag fluid looks like, I tot it was waterbag broken. Went in the hospital labour room, midwife checked me..said I wasn't dilated, so it was a false alarm.

I was advised to visit my gynae today. So after an ultrasound scan, confirm labour wasn't around the corner yet, coz I wasn't dilated and baby head hasn't engaged. But why do I feel that it has...feel so pressure and heavy down there!

Gynae estimated baby weight at 2.2kg. Due to my skin condition has worsen, I suspected Xandria might be a boy, maybe birdie too small, so gynae mistakenly predicted the gender??? I asked him to confirm the gender again..but he said couldn't see coz baby's leg blocking the way. He said he shouldn't be wrong when he informed me earlier that baby is a girl.

Another disappointment...he said baby is fully matured now, it's ok to give birth anytime but of coz it wasn't advisable to induce now. He will check at 38 weeks, if it's ok to induced, then he wld do so. Now I'm 36 weeks...so another 2 weeks to wait. Everytime also have to wait 2 weeks!!! It's unbearable...the sleepless nights, the heaviness of my body, the waiting....etc...etc...

Hope Xandria will born soon....